So I am going to love you like I'm going to lose you
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Friday, June 19, 2015
By deneise


Not sure if you have listened to the song by Meghan Trainor with John Legend... I am obssessed.

The lyrics remind me of my spouse, my children and my family.  How we worry something will happen to them , how we have nightmares of the worst, only to wake to see if it is true.  


Instead of thinking of tomorrow, live for today.  

So I'm gonna love you 

Like I'm going to lose you

I'm going to hold you

Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing

I won't take you for grated 'cause we'll never know 

when we will run out of time


Sometimes on hikes I will stare at Steveo in front of me and I can't imagine him not being there.  I can't imagine him not listening to my crazy stories and dreams. Living our memories.

I guess that is why I love to shoot Chelsey so much.  This is our time to be with each other.  Going on adventures, bonding, trespassing and just making our memories.

I remember when my son was a runner.  I used to be a runner when I was younger but started yoga and other excercise.  I started to run again when he did, not because I wanted to be anything better than him but because I wanted to have a common with my son.  Something we could share and talk about.  Teenage boys don't really talk to their moms but this connection bonded us.  This was our memory. 

How I will miss talking to my parents, seeing them smile and those hugs of love.


So, let's take our time

To say what we want

Use what we got

Before it's all gone

No, we're not promised tomorrow




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Deneise Bucko - Thank you Lelsie!
Deneise Bucko - Thank you so much Hilda. You are so sweet and I too love you. You are such a sweetheart. oxoxo
hildag - Beautifully written
You brought tears to my eyes
Love you so much❤️
Leslie Hawley - love❤️❤️